|Craving humiliation play lately - ideas
||[Sep. 24th, 2009|06:12 am]
I have been craving humiliation play lately.
Having her tease me about my small size, lack of stamina, bi-curious tendencies. At first just pillow talk. How I could easily be her cuckold, or a f*cktoy to help her bull get off with, if she was not available. But eventually she even hinting to her friends, say at dinner, that 'He could use improvement in that department' when sex might be mentioned as a topic of discussion. With time, her even being more direct that I am inadequate in that department, could easily be a cuckold, etc.
Having her insist I get a vasectomy, not just to prevent conception, but to guarantee my inferior status as infertile male. Having her put her ownership tattoo right above Mr. Happy. Having my personal hair around Mr. Happy permanently removed, so I am always 'bald' down there.
Being locked up in chastity, so I cannot stroke and get Mr. Happy off. Being given a chastity piercing, such that it is very difficult (but hopefully not 100% impossible) to be able to stroke off.
"f*cktoy to help her bull get off with, if she was not available."
I like that! Just how do you imagine doing that?
Would you take sexual pleasure from you f*cktoy duties? Or being forced to perform sex acts you take no pleasure in be the humiliation?
"but hopefully not 100% impossible to be able to stroke off."
Isn't that cheating? What would happen if you got caught?
Well, as part of the fantasy, by helping the bull, outwardly I would have to, of course, seem to resist and be embarrassed.
But, in my fantasy, I would be further turned on and embarrassed even further as he verbally teased me, saying he sees how hard I am, that I am aroused by my duties.
I want to take and get sexual pleasure from the acts.
For the chastity piercing, it is not cheating. I presume it would be to prevent intercourse 100% of the time, but not forbid me from masturbating.
When I was in the chastity cage, then it would prevent orgasm 100%
...that was what I think as I fantasize about it.