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wifeboinc [Nov. 11th, 2014|07:26 am]
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Was awakened from being fully asleep. Guessing it was around midnight.



She definitely was feeling positive to me, and had fully planned. Everything was shaved smooth, and felt soft, warm, and inviting.



She did nice oral on me, playing with my ass, taking me from a semi to rock hard.



She put on the heavy duty nipple clamps, asked which hole I wanted, and was being a toppy bottom (which I like).



Then she got on all fours, and presented herself to me.



It was mentally great. Just like when we used to play with BDSM, where she was 'into it.'



I did my best to ride the wave, for as long as I could hold out. Varied the tempo, did little teasing pauses. Used toys and my thumb to add and remove sensations.



Sadly, eventually I blew, and sadly being a one-shot guy, was done where Mr. Happy was concerned. But made sure to get my thumb back in action, and tease a few more orgasms from her, till she begged 'done.'



Would be nice to think things will stay 'good' for us, for a while, in the intimacy/sex dept.

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wifeboinc [Oct. 5th, 2014|08:56 am]
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Wifeboinc, 2am. I initiated. No toys used, just Mr and Mrs Happy bumping, teasing, and grinding. Happy endings for both.

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tumblr [Sep. 11th, 2014|07:28 am]
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I now have a tumblr blog, where I mostly, as in 95+% mostly, post/repost cuckoldry, cuckquean-ery, and bdsm pix and text that I am into



http://mrflash626.tumblr.com

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wifeboinc [Sep. 11th, 2014|07:25 am]
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Wifeboinc. 12:30am, was asleep, wife initiated. 30min of sex. Was nice.

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wifeboinc [Aug. 25th, 2014|12:18 pm]
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Wifeboinc over the wkend. 1am. Was asleep, got woken up to husky "what do you want, hm?" in my ear.

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wifeboinc [Jul. 24th, 2014|11:58 am]
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Was about 2am. Was asleep. Wife's thigh over one of mine.



She made, for her, the very characteristic "hm?" sound, and snuggled up close, rubbing her thigh against mine.



Okay. Decided to tease, and slowly, lightly run a hand along her leg, torso, body, chest. Took my time, got her all worked up with about half an hour of teasing, slowing down when she got eager.



An hour later, wifeboinc done. Was a good one. Nipple biting seemed to bring extra wetness, even though her voice let out little yelps.

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wifeboinc [Jul. 2nd, 2014|08:21 am]
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Wifeboinc. Was early morning, still dark outside, and wife was sleeping on her back, one thigh across my hip, so pubis open.



Don't know why I woke up, but I semi woke up. I was sleeping on my side, facing her, and my arm was accross her tummy, between belly button and pubis.



Decided I wanted to be a sexual tease, so I slowly moved my arm down, until my fingers were on her mound. Then slowly started to run my fingers up-and-down, about two inch path, every few seconds.



She started to respond in her sleep. Each time she responded I would stop, or slow down, way down, for about half a minute. I did this for I think about an hour, until light started to seep into the windows. Was great fun.



Eventually she woke up, all moist and horny from my teasing, and we had sex. I kept with the teasing theme. Really light penetration, pauses, slow thrusting now and then. Fully stopping with just the tip in. Boy did she stay wet.



Once things were well on their way, I would reach down with a hand, coat some fingers with her juices, then teasingly smear them across her lips. She responded more.



Later, reached down again, teased her ass with those same fingers, and again teased her mouth with them, in an ass-to-mouth kind of tease. She again responded favorably. This really got me off, and I blew my load soon after.



Was great fun. Know it was kinda like a small win on a lottery ticket. Unexpected. Unlikely to soon happen again. But was great fun.

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Fetlife [Jun. 14th, 2014|09:38 am]
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I am on Fetlife daily, or almost daily.



I still think of LJ as a place to really write, or post articles or reference material on my fetishes or perv life, it's just that mostly I haven't had anything new to share or write about, that I haven't already mentioned.



Just a few small things since I last posted anything...



I found that the sex.com website is a little like a kinky fetish version of Pinterest. For my favorite fetish, http://www.sex.com/all/cuckold/



I also regularly look at, 'like', and add as friends people into the fetishes I like on flickr.



My marriage is still a sexless marriage. I have internalized it and rationalized it to the point I am mostly okay with it. Really.



I think of my wife as a eunuch zero-sex-drive room mate. An entity that has no interest in sex, no sex drive. I state that factually, not with any strong emotion. So, when one realizes that the other person is sexless, with themselves as well as with others, a lot of the angry/frustration/bitterness fades away.



So, once all, well... or most of, the angry/frustration/bitterness is gone, then Acceptance, or mostly Acceptance. I am okay with it, mostly. It's just like if I had a 'normal' roommate that had kids.



I am sure if I had a room mate, I would still 'service myself' all the time, due to my sex drive. Don't misunderstand, if I could have a partner that is into the kinky sex I like, it would be better than what I have now, but my Commitment for my kids sake still holds. It is just that it made no sense to hold on to strong negative feelings, as the only one being hurt by it was me to myself.



I am ready to initiate a divorce. I have role-played to myself living in a tiny studio apartment, or renting a room. Of 'can I live on half my current income, if I had to give the other half in alimony and/or child support.' It seems I could. I am ready. I am waiting, with no feeling of urgency or any strong negative emotions, for my children to reach a level of maturity, and growth, to the point I think they would be okay without having wife and I in the same house to provide for them. (Okay, if I let a little negativity to creep in: I am waiting until I think that, if worst case they lived with their Mother most of the time, and I only got to be with them weekends, that she couldn't screw them up, she wouldn't self-harm herself, that would traumatize them, that they could mostly take care of themselves for going to school, homework, interacting with the world, them being able to have a strong sense of self to stand up to their Mother when their own mental health required it).



Well, this was a bit more writing than I thought I'd do, but still think it says, basically, mostly "nothing new to share."

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Wifeboinc [May. 20th, 2014|08:22 am]
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2:30am wifeboinc. Glass anal toy and bullet vibe for her. Lots of slippery lube. Happy endings for both.

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Wifeboinc [Apr. 13th, 2014|09:41 am]
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Wifeboinc. 1am. Was half asleep, but things had been nicer in her mood towards me over the past few days, so when she snuggled up, went with how I felt at that moment, and responded.

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